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Brute

What is this dark about, pleasant with clouds but more than beauty, tis conspiracy; against me or the world maybe. I fail to trust things anymore. We might have evolved and developed, but the instincts we’re guided by are the animal kind, only gets worse. More you desire, more the monster in you nurtures. I am a rebel, is it any good? Everything’s relative. People are smart and people are dumb, they’re good and they’re bad, they’re selfish and they’re selfish. We’re in this together, we shall develop, as a species, as a person, as a demigod but, not arrogant but more kind, more forgiving, more caring, more loving towards lives! What are we alone? Try living in a cell; fortified with all you ever wished for but, no one to share all that with. Trust me, you’d long for company, right now you don’t! It takes long for her to see that or, she forgets, blinded by the shining glare of desires toils like a bull and becomes ignorant, all goals, purpo
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Tribute to Loss

For all those who have left, For all those who expect to leave, For all those who don't want to leave, And for those who don't want to be left.. To all those times when it rained, To all those times when it was cold, And you expected warmth. And to those times that burnt under the sun. To those who seek purpose, And others who don't give a damn. None is justified and none is wrong. Nothing really is. And not all can be explained. We're the ones who decided the standards, We are the ones who connect, And we are the one who collapse. Nothing is permanent. People leave, they're obliged to. We die, we're destined to. Thing change, they ought to. Time passes by, it is planned to.         - Arpit Kaushal
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Love

Have you felt 'love' enough? Probably not, but is there a measure? Full of extremes, crests and troughs, ... But no this doesn't mean a seizure. No, it's not temporary, it's not passion, It is deeper, but yet a child's play. You may be unknow, unaware But yet be the most loving. It is felt, despite cold it warms, Breaks the ice, melts it. Felt, not only when the sun shines, But even when storms torment. It is the shout of the silence, It Conveys through distances, It Transcends material boundaries, It is the language of dead and alive. It is not all human, we're just a part, It is boundless, brave and bold. It is everything you can think, It is in everything you can think. Words are not enough, they never are There is happiness, calm and peace, A sum of moments, experiences, Of emotions, of content, of togetherness. Don't search for it, or for the right one, Because it truly is blind, It doesn't judge or discrimin
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Where Are You Now?

You're not around, not since long. Time always is so fast, But faster when we are together. ... It parts us sooner, but connects later :( Is it fair? Don't keep him away. I won't let him away. There was always this place, Where we met, but now we don't. There was always this day, When we'd go out, but now we don't. There was always this restlessness, Which pulled us nearer, but now it doesn't. What is it? What happened? No matter who's fault it was. But hey, I want us together! Together...as we were and should be, I'll do anything and everything, To be your perfect girl. You're the sparkle in my eyes, And sometimes people ask, As where did it go? Am I okay? Both of us know, know better, That you stole it away, the day we met. It's rainy ever since, and in tears I am wet.                     - Arpit Kaushal
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A Friend

  I don't have to worry, not at all, As long as I got him Because I know and I believe. ... I trust him more than anything. We met long ago, seems way back, Innocent, childish and carefree, Without ever considering this bond, A bond breakproof and timeproof. Passed those days, when we'd play, All day long, hang out in evenings, Eat at the vendors, roam in nighttime. But they're gone forever. But, no time has not taken toll, Rather it has strengthened this bond, Deepened it all the more. I cherish those tons of memories.                         - Arpit Kaushal
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I am sorry

I know, I've hurt you, harder than anything deeper than the Pacific. ... A stab in your heart, and it is bleeding, I wish, I could stop it. I wish I could soothe it. But you won't let me. I can get it how you feel full of grief, sorrow, but I would like to borrow your symbolic, sensitive smile, that hearty laugh and cheerfulness, which would calm you, But you won't let me. I've been stupider than an ass, and stubborn as a mule more than anything it's cruel. I didn't see or feel you, or realize how would it end. I am the one, blame me. But you won't let me. It is hard, but keep reading Listen to my feelings, that I am trying to convey. I don't seek forgiveness, I can't be more true, But you won't let me. All I want is you, I can't be more true, I apologize for being so rude, I was too insensitive to have scared you, or anyone. So from the bottom of my heart, let me make a fresh start, But you won'
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Us.

Don't you dare ever leave, I have spent my life with you, Stayed with you, we're one. ... We're not different, me and you. No, I am not obsessed, but, I need you. You're a necessity. We both have grown old together, I'm afraid to part. We shared our love for Our kids, we still do, but I can stay without them, But not a thought I've had, that your absent in. I know we're not mad in love, But it prevails, is eminent, Is instilled in our conscience. There is no need to say. I know. I want you to know that, You're not my world but, Without you I cease to exist, You're not my oxygen, but It's you and only for you that I breathe. I will stay with you till my last breath. Rather I don't want to leave. But if I do, I will at first, Because I can't bear you leave.                          - Arpit Kaushal
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