Think.Plan.Do.Live

What is this dark about, pleasant with clouds but more than beauty, tis conspiracy; against me or the world maybe. I fail to trust things anymore. We might have evolved and developed, but the instincts we’re guided by are the animal kind, only gets worse. More you desire, more the monster in you nurtures. I am a rebel, is it any good? Everything’s relative. People are smart and people are dumb, they’re good and they’re bad, they’re selfish and they’re selfish. We’re in this together, we shall develop, as a species, as a person, as a demigod but, not arrogant but more kind, more forgiving, more caring, more loving towards lives! What are we alone? Try living in a cell; fortified with all you ever wished for but, no one to share all that with. Trust me, you’d long for company, right now you don’t! It takes long for her to see that or, she forgets, blinded by the shining glare of desires toils like a bull and becomes ignorant, all goals, purpo...

For all those who have left, For all those who expect to leave, For all those who don't want to leave, And for those who don't want to be left.. To all those times when it rained, To all those times when it was cold, And you expected warmth. And to those times that burnt under the sun. To those who seek purpose, And others who don't give a damn. None is justified and none is wrong. Nothing really is. And not all can be explained. We're the ones who decided the standards, We are the ones who connect, And we are the one who collapse. Nothing is permanent. People leave, they're obliged to. We die, we're destined to. Thing change, they ought to. Time passes by, it is planned to.         - Arpit Kaushal

Have you felt 'love' enough? Probably not, but is there a measure? Full of extremes, crests and troughs, ... But no this doesn't mean a seizure. No, it's not temporary, it's not passion, It is deeper, but yet a child's play. You may be unknow, unaware But yet be the most loving. It is felt, despite cold it warms, Breaks the ice, melts it. Felt, not only when the sun shines, But even when storms torment. It is the shout of the silence, It Conveys through distances, It Transcends material boundaries, It is the language of dead and alive. It is not all human, we're just a part, It is boundless, brave and bold. It is everything you can think, It is in everything you can think. Words are not enough, they never are There is happiness, calm and peace, A sum of moments, experiences, Of emotions, of content, of togetherness. Don't search for it, or for the right one, Because it truly is blind, It doesn't judge or discrimin...

You're not around, not since long. Time always is so fast, But faster when we are together. ... It parts us sooner, but connects later :( Is it fair? Don't keep him away. I won't let him away. There was always this place, Where we met, but now we don't. There was always this day, When we'd go out, but now we don't. There was always this restlessness, Which pulled us nearer, but now it doesn't. What is it? What happened? No matter who's fault it was. But hey, I want us together! Together...as we were and should be, I'll do anything and everything, To be your perfect girl. You're the sparkle in my eyes, And sometimes people ask, As where did it go? Am I okay? Both of us know, know better, That you stole it away, the day we met. It's rainy ever since, and in tears I am wet.                     - Arpit Kaushal

  I don't have to worry, not at all, As long as I got him Because I know and I believe. ... I trust him more than anything. We met long ago, seems way back, Innocent, childish and carefree, Without ever considering this bond, A bond breakproof and timeproof. Passed those days, when we'd play, All day long, hang out in evenings, Eat at the vendors, roam in nighttime. But they're gone forever. But, no time has not taken toll, Rather it has strengthened this bond, Deepened it all the more. I cherish those tons of memories.                         - Arpit Kaushal

I know, I've hurt you, harder than anything deeper than the Pacific. ... A stab in your heart, and it is bleeding, I wish, I could stop it. I wish I could soothe it. But you won't let me. I can get it how you feel full of grief, sorrow, but I would like to borrow your symbolic, sensitive smile, that hearty laugh and cheerfulness, which would calm you, But you won't let me. I've been stupider than an ass, and stubborn as a mule more than anything it's cruel. I didn't see or feel you, or realize how would it end. I am the one, blame me. But you won't let me. It is hard, but keep reading Listen to my feelings, that I am trying to convey. I don't seek forgiveness, I can't be more true, But you won't let me. All I want is you, I can't be more true, I apologize for being so rude, I was too insensitive to have scared you, or anyone. So from the bottom of my heart, let me make a fresh start, But you won...

Don't you dare ever leave, I have spent my life with you, Stayed with you, we're one. ... We're not different, me and you. No, I am not obsessed, but, I need you. You're a necessity. We both have grown old together, I'm afraid to part. We shared our love for Our kids, we still do, but I can stay without them, But not a thought I've had, that your absent in. I know we're not mad in love, But it prevails, is eminent, Is instilled in our conscience. There is no need to say. I know. I want you to know that, You're not my world but, Without you I cease to exist, You're not my oxygen, but It's you and only for you that I breathe. I will stay with you till my last breath. Rather I don't want to leave. But if I do, I will at first, Because I can't bear you leave.                          - Arpit Kaushal

                                             Since you passed away (mom) You enlightened me and my life supported it and shaped it the efforts you had put can never be overlooked I was connected and linked like a pearl embedded I stand bold but cold against the storm of sorrows since you passed away. Tears stopped but my heart bleeds my conscience rejoices but my soul is grief-stricken new memories live but your memory won’t ever die the eyes see new wonder but nothing as appealing as your face I love but not much since you passed away. You gave me birth, my start into a new world of stranger and I not less strange than anyone but you made me feel cozy and heartless, like I were superman fed me, cared, loved, comforted me I am thankful to you since you passed away You taught me, not words but their feel; not to help but to be kin...

I am deep down hard to reach no one gets me and my ideas but everyone is ready to teach Why is that, the interference I got a right to privacy a right to my own inference and a right to be truthful and choosy They think what they do is the best action to take but people restrict them and they make others a hen Let’s not object and argue what was the right think she should do it was her choice very true no one knows why others mind blew We comment and we abuse we tell them down with various nouns everything without a clue why are the people stuck to others with that glue Maybe society binds humans but no boundary can limit its soul discipline is one hand and freedom another b’cause there is a loop hole everywhere brother. Hardly is anyone okay and fine with the original and open mind the stories it cooks and the passion it takes b‘cause they happen to be followers and falsely fake. You got a problem, tell it don’t bury or let itself swe...

(Note to anybody who reads this blog – Whatever I wrote on my blog is what I feel what would I do or how I do you are free to decide and conclude it in your way and you can propose a totally different idea of your own, let me just emphasize share your views make your own blog it’s nice to write and tell what you feel you do that and I will follow your blog, just share the link in the comments.) You are the most important in this world. What makes people important to us? Maybe their influence on our lives or our influence on their lives, their happiness and interaction when they are with us or because they make our moments worth it in their presence, or they have always done something for us and helped us through our times, they deserve it (their importance to you) but what more you deserve it more than them because what you are and what you will be depends upon you, you would have to and you will keep up whenever you are in some problem or when you need courage you would accumul...

(Note to anybody who reads this blog – Whatever I wrote on my blog is what I feel what would I do or how I do you are free to decide and conclude it in your way and you can propose a totally different idea of your own, let me just emphasize share your views make your own blog it’s nice to write and tell what you feel you do that and I will follow your blog, just share the link in the comments.) Forget the World, remember yourself. You decided to do something, but the first thing that comes to your mind is what if I fail and what would be its consequences and I would like to put this into light that the consequences as we talk of it is mainly what would others thing what will others do, what my boss or my parents or my teacher say about me, isn’t it? Many of us may or may not have this fear but I pity those in a positive manner those whose actions are controlled and invented with an urge to please others or as a secondary modified option of what your original idea was. See the p...

We had a Poem Wring Competition and I won. I wrote a poem, I mean our whole class who were given the topic as 'Nature' on the spot.  The poem I wrote was this: There is no bank, so no one pays We are indebted to the nature since the beginning of the days we have made it undergo torture It has infinite resources we are sparing none no river can follow its course biodiversity is standing stunned We’ve a plenty of woods yet one cannot spot a forest we’re confused with lives and goods cruelty to animals, no one is honest We prefer living in mansions and clearing the greens don’t the animals have a passion to live the way as earlier it had been Nothing is pitiful to man he cannot observe the sky neither he can see outside his clan thousands of species miserably cry Maintain it and don’t attack hardly do we know the fury of nature in its wake, it can destroy the track on which lies the basic (manly) satisfactory pleasure It is high time,...

We had a Just A Minute activity on what paths we would choose when we grow up you know pass our high school, so there I am, I would show what I spoke you may take as an example and write your own with a bigger time limit or shorter, it's completely your call. This was conducted as an activity in our class based on the Poem 'The Road Not Taken' By Robert Frost, which is as follows: Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim Because it was grassy and wanted wear, Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ...

Find the Fun! Seeing across the windows, I watch upon the birds, The sunny weather outside, And the unknown herds.   Peeping all around, The streets seem so cold, No child playing, no sound, Still the poles stand so bold.   I wish some clouds may come over, And defeat this blaring sun, Take on the windy cover, And make the people believe in one.   Life is not that boring, It’s we who make, What you’ve got is blessing, Thank the one for god’s sake.

I wrote a poem related to my last post, 'The motive of our existence' you know a better way to know that if failure is the main thing that keeps you back from doing what you like or what you want to achieve, then you might like to embrace failure and keep your ego aside. A request to you that dont copy the poem while everyone of you has the potential to write a poem on their own, if you copy it would a stealth, please be humble or its your wish. I may even fail in convincing you but that would not stop me from doing what i wanted to do. We live on the ground, can’t we fall down?   We’re afraid to stay and experience failure Its better at bay, instead to suffer. We live on ground, can’t we fall down?   No, this isn't manly, Get up, face up and go up Face this truth bravely stay happy, shout out loud. We live on ground, can’t we fall down? Life is short,  never long enough, don’t depend when you descend this is God’s thanksgiving ...

 Motive of Your Existence "Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."                                                                                                                                ...