I am sorry


I know, I've hurt you,
harder than anything
deeper than the Pacific....
A stab in your heart,
and it is bleeding, I wish,
I could stop it.
I wish I could soothe it.
But you won't let me.
I can get it how you feel
full of grief, sorrow,
but I would like to borrow
your symbolic, sensitive smile,
that hearty laugh and cheerfulness,
which would calm you,
But you won't let me.
I've been stupider than an ass,
and stubborn as a mule
more than anything it's cruel.
I didn't see or feel you,
or realize how would it end.
I am the one, blame me.
But you won't let me.
It is hard, but keep reading
Listen to my feelings,
that I am trying to convey.
I don't seek forgiveness,
I can't be more true,
But you won't let me.
All I want is you,
I can't be more true,
I apologize for being so rude,
I was too insensitive
to have scared you, or anyone.
So from the bottom of my heart,
let me make a fresh start,
But you won't let me.
I have held you back every time
I leave you now, free like a good
But don't forget me; the way I can't forget your affection.
I promise you that the feeling will exist
Till the time you remain.
But you won't let me.

                              - Arpit Kaushal

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